Friday, June 19, 2009
Once again, in the relationship department, it looks as if I am going to crash and burn. Shot down yet again. And I'm spending the weekend with him and 2 friends at the lake. I'm doing this knowing it's not going anywhere. It is what it is and at least I get a weekend out of town and some quaint small town time out of the deal. Oh well. Whatever. I wasn't seeing "it" with this guy anyway, I just don't think it's there but the fact that *I* am not "the direction he's headed" still sucks because it makes me think it's ME. That *I* am not good enough. Deep down, I know I am, for someone, but where the hell is he already?